Do not be fooled, I am not that cute in person. I actually resemble a potato. My selfie game is just hella strong.
he constantly made me feel like a shit person. that i was lazy and not capable of doing anything significant, especially with my art. he made me feel unintelligent when it came to the technical side of photography, and just in general.
well, a big thanks for the motivation.
i got a second job working with photo equipment and have been teaching myself how to use all the cameras, process, etc. (recently falling in love with medium format. )
ive completed an artist residency.
i applied and got accepted to an internship program in London next fall, after i graduate in may.
i am creating work I love constantly and getting good grades, while juggling two jobs.
i am taking control of my mental illness and putting myself first (something ive never done before)
so thank you, asshole. because of your doubt in me, i am more motivated and confident than ever. i am living better without you. i hope you see my success and regret every doubt you had in me.
I’m so fucking weird
I’m the nicest rude person you’ll ever meet.
I don’t give a fuck about anything but at the same time, I care about a lot.
I hate people but I develop crushes easily.
I hate myself but I’m completely fabulous.
I need help.
this is the most accurate thing I’ve ever read.
'Going to bed' means switching from my computer to my phone and spending another hour mobile blogging in the dark